December 2011
38 posts
my 2 year old cousin eli is the cutest child...
why do lyricists explain my heart better than me?
cause if you’re not really here, then the stars don’t even matter. now i’m filled to the top with fear, but it’s all just a bunch of matter. thank you sam sparro.
scared
i don’t want to go back to lee because i’m afraid i’m not enough for the people there. i’ve met some amazing people who i admire and i don’t have the guts to say to them i don’t believe what you believe. i used to believe in the lord with all my heart.. but i don’t know anymore. because if i do that, i’m someone to pity. i’m someone to be...
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i think i’m eating an unhealthy amount of froot loops. that’s all.
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i wake up real late. at like 2. i’ve wandered and searched my house. the cars are here, but nobody’s home. it’s days like this when i feel like the rapture happened without me. i’m scared.
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showed my parents what a mcgangbang was today. they kinda cringed every time i said mcgangbang. which was funny. my stomach hurts.
shepow!
i got glasses today. i actually really like them. i used to intentionally break glasses as a kid cause i looked dumb. i was a pretty dumb kid. but now i don’t have to wear contacts 24/7. and i kinda feel like ben folds. i am a major dork. went out for my mom’s birthday. we watched the girl with the dragon tattoo. i liked the original more, but this one was really good too. got...
i'm frightened by those who don't see it.
they say it’ll all be ok i just need to give it some time they point to revelation 12:11 and it shouldn’t be too late yet we sing my aborted hymns and hope they find new life if i could turn back then i’d feel it like i used to like everyone else does but i don’t i’m surrounded by missionaries dreams dumbed down by each other, there were doctors and...
the Avett Brothers are freaking amazing. that is...
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i got a banjo for christmas. YES.
ahhh christmas
i love christmas. tonight was great. we read the story from luke, we opened stockings, we had friends over, we ate food, we watched movies. i loved it. i’m looking up internships for music supervision (my dream job). this summer could be very cool if i get one. merry christmas everybody!!
WOOOAAAHHH NELLY
Today was great. we had turkey distribution day at the salvation army today. it was AMAZING. served 5100 families. i got to work a new station this year: troubleshooter’s table. basically, anyone who didn’t have the papers they needed or the proper I.D. was sent to us. 90 percent of the cases were pretty simple mix ups, but sometimes the people would get REALLY heated. it. was....
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today was a good day. i guess if i write this much it’s kind of insignificant.. but i like it. it’s like.. turning off. it’s like flushing. gross diction, huh? it’s what i do. slept in pretty late. it was nice. my throat was still pretty tender today, but it feels really good right now. got my christmas shopping done today. pretty excited for christmas, not gonna lie....
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don’t know how much longer i can take my throat feeling like it’s been stung by a stingray. i’m really tired of it. i don’t talk all day. i don’t move all day. i miss my friends. oh well. i want some applesauce and orange juice to lift my spirits.
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remember when i said i got better? yeah jk. it’s fine though. i’m actually having a great break. i wish i had the strength to go out with people though. i missed a cool christmas party last night. it sucked. i’m really getting a sense for how much i miss my family. this break has been so nice. my family has always gotten under my skin easier than anyone else, but they’re...
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my life is amazing today because i’ve been healed of a physical ailment which has been beating the crap out of me for a few weeks. it’s funny how you don’t even realize how sick you were until you’re healthy. i got my sense of humor back, i feel light on my feet, i feel 20 years younger. i pretty much feel -2. anyways that’s it for now. thanks tumblr.
mitch